really miss those peeps

salam dari hati ke hati

21 oktober 2011.. my anniversary at University of Malaya..
ya allah times is running out..
seriously please clock
please slow down
and take break from your race..

next week on 29 oct is my convocation day...
finally
huhuhu
it's hard for me to finish my master research...
research is a journey.. it's depend on on our luck whether we are lucky or not
but foe me my experience was very thoughtful and full of "air mata"
seriously..
every journey have a different story to tell other..
but actually i'm feel very grate full for this journey
and actually excited to came to my big day..

alhamdulillah, all my colleague also had they convocation also..

what do you aspect
we register in same semester and graduated together..
maybe ours was a victim of the system or our faith to get this
but this really makes sense to me and my friends
1st times in our life kot... huhu
to my colleague congratulation babe..
best of luck for next journey (PHD) and life..

but actually there most important person was my back bone to finish that journey..

first person when i register my master
kak nor, kak daren, kak ct.. seriuosly kakaks.. without your torture
i couldn't finish my journey..
thanks guys


they just like my sister n family in my life.. a lot of thing you have been done for me..
actually those torture was my inspiration for me to go further in my life..
all those your kindness and loveliness to me i cannot pay in many way..
just the full love and some pray for good life for you guys..
(seriously i'm sobbing right now)

then this people comes to my life..
those adik2
waaa so excited..(ham, aida, ima and shikin)

but they also give me some strength and give their shoulder
when the life get harder and no one understand what am i feeling..
these people willing and layan my jalan2 cari makan thing with me..
know my tears.. know my feeling.. my heartbroken story
be there whenever and what ever happen to me..
thanks sayang..
hope you will succes for submitted master thesis and viva.. amin..

there other people is
kak ani, kak alin kak dayah..
they give me some advise about life about what is love about
how to live the better life..
they also always patient and can accept my rudeness
anything all about me.. thank you kakak


because always by my side..
give some good advise
teach me how to be good person
and always there when i need you
a lot of love also for those you kakaks

also to other post graduate member.. en sapiee, en asham, pak tutut, iwan, ustaz lah..
they also always give me some advise.. torture me also (hehehe)
but i know they do so because they love me in many ways..
thanks to you all abg2..


these is those people was significantly affect to my master life
as i say before, research is a journey..
these people know my journey, know my life
understand all about my life..
thank you so much..
hope we all success in our journey and graduate in flying colours..

now my journey in phd life..
i hope in my journey, i can find friends like u all guys..
hopefully..
it's hard to find the best friends like u guy..
thank you so much..
i love you all
muah2 (it's that really necessary?)
hehehehe

thank you guys.. you are one in million

salam dari hati ke hati

dear friends..

i sedang cuba untuk gembira.

tapi keadaan sekarang

membuatkan aku lupa sekejap kesakitan hati aku

tapi hati rasa bengkak

xtau nak cakp mcm mn

tu kot rase sakit hati

i try untuk recover

semakin okay..

sebab keadaan disekeliling semuanya mengizinkan untuk aku gembira

kawan2 bagi support

mmg ok

aku pon da jilid buku hijau aku

ish nk wat entry pengalaman buku hijau la

sgt bermakna tau buku tu

perit jerih yg macam2 nk dapatkan buku tu

tapi alhamdulillah

semuanya berjalan lancar

suka

then nak masuk senat dah

so aku sepatutnya prepare utk phd

proposal

da jumpa dean

dia setuju aku buat e-learning

ya allah

thank you allah

bidang yang aku mmg minat

tapi aku kena prepare portfolio skill aku

urm.. masalah juga tu

xpe..

kalo ak blaja slow mase phd ni

sebab aku rase xde masalah kot

cuba je la kan..

mana tau ade rezeki aku kat citu

so, aku amat berterima kasih pada kawan2 yg sanggup dibelakang aku masa aku ade masalah tu

thanks kwn2

ni lagu untuk korang...

mmg korg la one in million untuk aku..

masa ni aku kenal

sapa kawan sapa lawan

ikanthink: sekarang looks alike ade org test market pada aku... layankan jela...

at least ade kwn nk temankan aku skrg.. kan2?

recover

salam dari hati ke hati

alhamdulillah thank you allah... my friends..

aku semaikin pulih as if tak ada berlaku apa-apa..

cuma kadang2 ada terlintas

first orang yg ak cerita adalh one of my bff..

thanks beb.. walaupun ko mcm kena marah je ngan aku

then mlm tu melepak ngan umu n aida..

ak berdiam..

sebab sentap..

ak kena terima kenyataan

walaupun ianya sangat pahit untuk ditelan...

malam tadi cuma bole tido sejam

then terjaga

xbole tido

alhamdulillah ak dapat bace notes

sampai pagi untuk prep kelas for today..

then pagi tu lepas mandi cerita dengan kak siska..

sangat bermakna ayat2 dia

aku senyap dan berfikir sejenak..

betul ape yang dia cakap

aku xperlu salahkan diri aku

ak xperlu fikirkan lagi

life must go on..

jgn pndg belakang..

bak kata aida n umu.. pandang belakang sesekali

untuk kita dapat pengajaran..

then ak memulakan hari di kelas dengan ceria..

ak seronok sangat dengan student2 hari ni...

best sgt dapat bergurau senda dengan diorg...

then, habis je kelas ak jd kelam..

xnmpk pape..

kebetulan cuaca pagi tu pulak sama macam perasaan aku.. hujan renyai2

uishhh

then terus masuk ke ofis setelkan beberapa pekara

i must get busy for forget about everything..

aku banyak lukakan hati kwn2 aku... huda, makcik, pakcik disebabkan mslh aku n dia

then ak xbole jd mcm ni..

act like xde pape pn berlaku

telan walaupun pahit..

hadap walaupun perit..

then borak2 ngan kak asya..

dia suruh aku bersabar..

sbb muka ak mmg nmpk sgt down

smpi ramai yg perasan..

tp pd ketika itu ak bukan minta belas kasihan diorg

cuma ak goyah..

xmampu berdiri..

ya allah .. thank you allah.. kerana temukan aku dengan mereka semua ni..

pelbagai nasihat dan kata2 semangat yg mereka tujukan kepada aku..

then aku menjadi semakin kuat sedikit.. cube bernafas walupun payah..

aku xtahu nak buat mcm mn.. PM my beloved sister about "that" thing

thanks sis..

sangat membantu..

di fb semua org membantu aku untuk bangun semula..

thanks semua...

then kesibukan kerja membuat aku lagi payah unuk memikir dan teruskan hidup..

tapi tadi ak da jumpe dia..

it like nothing happen to us

aku bersyukur

aku xsakit hati...

aku kena buang

sekarang ni ak dengar semua lagu2 yang gembira...

aku sangat seronok..

tapi satu hal yg membuatkan ak happy hari ni is

the mr M reply my sms..

mr M ni sgt howt okay

ntah ak suke dengan dia ni..

bukan cinta

tapi ni sgt best.. sweet n cool habis

tapi yg penting die sgt howt

than td ak jumpe die aku baru discover bahwa

mekanic2 ni mmg howt okay..

hahahahahahaha

bengong kan...

ish abg mekanic..

ade yg ckp ak jgn main2 ngan die..

sebab die xsetaraf dengan aku.. (means in term of education and job)

ade ke patut..

tapi aku

ade aku kesah...

sebab die je skrg ni dpt mengembirakan hati aku

thanks sebab ko dtg dlm hidup aku weih..

ceria sikit hidup aku..

aku kwn je ngan ko..

what else.. persetankan ape org nk ckp

yg penting i know u better than themm..

auwwwww

muke mmg xensem...

tapi mmg howt abis..

ikanthink: adakah ak kena senyonyong???